“I want to give you a little head” is what Jeff Bridges says when he hands you a small ceramic sculpture, and then he laughs as he does, infectiously.  He recently spent a day with his Zendude buddy, Bernie Glassman touring the Greyston bakery, childcare center and Maitre aids facilities that Bernie founded 30 years ago.  

Jeff is an artist, he can’t stop himself, he works in many media including photography. When asked to simply sign his name on boxes of brownies for Greyston to auction off, he took time and drew complex original creations on each box. His primary social concern is childhood hunger which he thinks can realistically be eradicated.

In his studio, Jeff doodled in clay a series of small heads  including one named “Charlie” who travels and has a new blog; it is Jeff and Bernie’s idea that these “Heads for Peace” will be leased for a year at a time for $10,800. The owner will report online on their head’s adventures and then will pass the head along to a new head-keeper for the next year.

These little clay heads will be feeding children.

Seems like a creative seed to me, and it’s just germinating now.  Buy one: here’s the deal.

 Charlie is currently traveling with a clown in India.

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Lester Tate built this shed in 1922.  Here he rigged his gear to fish tons of lobster, scallops, and cod out of the Bay of Fundy over many years.  His son Myhron and grandsons, Mervin, Paul, and Bobby did the same. Mervin’s son Adam Tate helped rebuild the wharf ten years ago, before the property fell into the hands of the salmon farming industry.  I grew up in and around this shed.In his old age, Lester made model sailing ships here for each of his descendants; Lester’s father and grandfather had been captains of sailing schooners in the 19th century, transporting salt fish and cement to the Caribbean and returning with rum and molasses.  His uncles shipwrecked off Cape Hatteras in the 1980′s and later hosted the Wright Brothers’ experiments with air flight, they served as ballast on the first attempts, making them the first airline passengers.  This drawing of Lester working was published in The New Yorker in the 5o’s.

The shed has not been used for years.  Salmon gear is stored on the wharf and on the land, but the shed has gone neglected.  Last year I wrote a proposal to Cook’s Aquaculture, which they accepted on generous terms:  the Tate family will now be able to restore the shed and pass on a bit of their seafaring heritage to future generations.


The building requires some maintenance, new posts, windows and floorboards, but with a few donations for materials and the highly qualified labor of family members who are fishermen and boat builders, we should be able to keep the structure solid.  Lester was smart when he built it; he intentionally left gaps in the floorboards so on the Spring Tides or in a storm surge, the shed wouldn’t get washed out to sea, it would simply invite the water in for a friendly visit and let it flow away.  The question that remained was:  what would be the purpose of keeping the shed?  Would it simply be a place for old men to have an occasional cup of bad coffee and repeat oft told stories?

Over the last couple of years, the local teenagers (my friends) had been making the shed their private clubhouse, and sometimes those evenings got out of hand, so windows were getting broken out and doors torn off their hinges.  A property that looks abandoned can get treated cruelly; I suppose there’s a parallel with people.  This summer I finally got it through their heads that in future years this was to become their shed, and that it was in all of our interests to keep it standing.  So after some false starts, they took it on as their own project and boarded up the windows, first with duct tape and then more sturdily.  Still, the floor was a mess of years layered upon one another – Lester would have been appalled.  I felt I was the only one left to speak for him. Then, a stroke of luck:  in July, three kittens were born in the shed.


The neighborhood kids, this time the 7-13 year old crowd, started coming down to feed and care for the kittens.  They knew I was trying to clean up; still, I was surprised when they showed up at my door asking for a broom and a shovel.  In the following days, as they worked hard sweeping and nailing, I started hanging some of the “old” objects on the many rusty nails protruding from the walls and ceiling. They soon got the idea, and would carefully go through the trash for anything “old.”  When they found something, instead of taking it from them, I’d tell them to find a place to hang it themselves.  Then one day, a nine year old girl came to me, broom in hand, face lit up so bright, and said, “Peter, Peter, I know what this is!  It’s “THE CHILDREN’S MUSEUM!”

I know a good idea when it’s shouted in my face, and that was it.  That’s what Lester’s shed will become, what it already is:  The Children’s Museum at Tate Shed. Already questions of income and governance. They want to sell lemonade and there’s a dispute over who will have a key.  I tried to pass a rule that the younger you are, the more votes you have, but the 13 year old objected.  What fun to come.

Losing can be beautiful, particularly when it’s total and pure. Is it a coincidence that Fenway Park sits across from The House of Blues?

I’m finding my perception of balance and synchronicity more satisfying than my desire for victory; perhaps it’s a sign I’m finally passing beyond this prolonged childhood,

Those of you who know about these matters will know why my souvenirs, my memories of this baseball year will be of the last day, the 162nd game.  Coupled with the simultaneous game in Florida, it was was a perfect miracle… for the other team. This poetic loss stands in counterpoint to the year the team from Fenway beat the team from Yankee Stadium in impossible fashion.  A pair of miracles.

And then nature blessed my walk in the lovely city park that is the original  ”Fenway” with a ceremony of torrential rain. Perfectly wet, I walked away.


Here’s a toast to all we lost ten years ago, a deep bow to the buildings and the people, my friend Mike for one.  Mike was one hell of a basketball player; I had no idea what he did for a living until after that day.  But we lost more.  As a culture we lost trust, that’s a very big deal, and also we lost control of the narrative of our times:  from that day, the story was controlled by the forces represented by Dick Cheney and those represented by Osama Bin Laden.  The extremists triumphed; the money and discussion flowed in their direction.  Now those if us seeking a conversation between humans live far from the drumbeat of the headlines. That’s a big loss.

 

View of the landfill for the World Financial Center from the top of the WTC, a crowd is gathered for a James Taylor concert.

One month after the attacks, Lisa and I finished this piece: “You Never Know What You’ve Got ‘Til it’s Gone”.  It’s about Greenwich Village, our neighborhood in the days after the trauma.  We were asked to show this piece at the first anniversary ceremony with three chaplans, Protestant, Catholic, and Jewish, who had tended to the living and dead at the site a year earlier. Art and religion serving a similar human function.


A few years ago, my friend Liu Kankan and I traveled from downtown Beijing out to the beautiful campus of Tsinghua University, perhaps the best in all of China.  After I bought a t-shirt, we walked around to the gate of a historic site known as Yuan Ming Yuan.  Like most westerners I didn’t know much about it, but I learned quickly that every Chinese person knows these ruins well, that they are left unrestored as a symbol of what Western powers  can do to a weak China.  Britain and France looted and burned the vast  (partially western-style) Summer Palace in 1860 as part of the Opium War and again in 1900 during The Boxer Rebellion.

This May, while confined in a Chinese prison after his studio had been destroyed by Chinese police, Ai Weiwei opened a public exhibition outside the Plaza Hotel  at Central Park South and Fifth Avenue, it’s a show of 12 zodiac sculptures.  Most people who walk by seem to think they are an apolitical homage to Chinese astrology about which they don’t really care, mostly they pose for a quick snapshot with the Rat or the Rooster and move on to buy a hot pretzel or pet a carriage horse.  The sculptures were a mystery to me as well, until I remembered my visit to Yuan Ming Yuan, I realized these were part of what was looted from the Imperial Summer Palace, I now read that the Chinese are still trying to recover them from Western collectors and have paid large sums for the few they have already re-acquired.  Ai Weiwei has cast new bronze versions and sent them to the West for display, he says their purpose is simply “for the enjoyment of the general public”.

My feeling (based on no factual knowledge) is that Ai Weiwei, arrested in his own country for his provocative way of thinking, is playing a sly game with us westerners as well.  As he’s learned to do in his own country, Ai Weiwei is hiding his intentions. He’s sending us an apparently uncontroversial piece of decorative public art, which is in fact, a potent infiltration of bitter Chinese memory into a central artery in American mythological life: these powerful symbols of foreign destructive power currently sit without a peep of controversy on the very corner where Eloise took her innocent walks around The Plaza Hotel.  The timing of this opening just at the time of Ai Weiwei’s arrest by Chinese authorities, was, for me, supremely ironic, in that this piece appears to be, from the Chinese point of view, a notably patriotic/nationalistic act – instead of throwing him in jail, they should have thrown him a banquet.

The show is also on exhibition in London and will open in Los Angeles September 1, 2011.  The pictures linked from here alternate between images of the sculptures in New York and Yuan Ming Yuan outside Beijing, the place from which the originals were looted, the place where the Chinese were “taught a lesson”…. but history is long, as is the memory of those who lose wars.

In the late 1990′s Michael Zimmer commissioned several artists in residence at his “Sardine Museum and Herring Hall of Fame” on Grand Manan Island in The Bay of Fundy.  Among the few remaining creations is this large mural made primarily from the wooden sticks on which herring were skewered, hung, and smoked in one of  a hundred large smoking sheds that dominated the island’s aroma and economy for over a hundred years.  Now, not a single shed is fired up and this mural has begun to fall from it’s un-galvinized nails.

Zimmer died 3 years ago and there is no living memory about who did this piece, we’d like to find the artist so he or she can have the opportunity to restore the work before it falls off the wall.  It seems to be signed with the initials RAD. The piece currently shares space with a gang of lobster traps in the summer months when the Canadian season is closed.

Private viewings can be arranged through Megan Ingalls at The Sardine Museum in Seal Cove.


Peter and three "Zen Masters"try to catch some sleep at Meatloaf Kitchen on E.2nd St.


Over the cold, rainy Easter weekend
a group of 17 Zen Peacemakers, once again followed Roshi Bernie Glassman out onto the streets on New York with little or nothing in our pockets (I broke the rules and snuck in a small camera).  This was a short street retreat by our standards, just two nights, and it seemed like a pleasant  reunion picnic until we woke Saturday  in a freezing, bone-soaking windstorm.  Our morning meeting, sitting on cold concrete among early-rising TaiChi practitioners in Chinatown was exotic but I didn’t care, I didn’t even make a picture,  I just wanted  to get out of this idiotic scheme and into a warm bed.  But they say miracles do happen and so they did, the cold unpredictably  morphed into another feeling and then another, we were reborn again and yet again, Buddhists experiencing Easter.

Round and round we go: The Staten Island Ferry (my thanks to The City of New York)

At night we tried to sleep on cardboard under an overhang  but between the rain and the police,  I wound up on the Staten Island Ferry both nights.  Round and round we went, sleeping 15 precious minutes (dreaming was not possible) , then out to the terminal and back onto the boat again and again – it became like a Buddhist bowing practice, over and over, no expectations, no thinking,  just  the doing of it over and over and then again,  until dawn when the beauty of the water and city and sky overwhelmed the desire to sleep.  And then hunger, one desire becoming another.

Staten Island Ferry

We were saved from our bourgeois version of pain by the best soup kitchen I’ve ever seen: heat, grace, dignity, fine food and warm socks, it’s called Meatloaf Kitchen, if any of you are thinking about volunteering or contributing in the area of serving the homeless I highly (highly) recommend this operation.  I’d also like to thank The Bowery Mission which fed us once again with food and spirit. They continue to do their inspirational work even though their immediate neighbors are now a giant modern museum on one side and a red-roped nightclub on the other.

Brother Bernie and Brother James discuss the practice of compassion after supper at The Bowery Mission



We finished with what Bernie called a “Recognition Ceremony”  in Chrystie Park which was littered with drug needles and condoms when we started doing these street retreats, but now is clean and wholesome, lying as it does in the shadow of  Whole Foods.  Myself, I’ve managed to mingle in this Zen Buddhist crowd for 30 years as “a man of no rank” (some say that having no rank is the highest rank of all), but now  I have a title, and I fear all is lost.  But my experience in the month since, indicates that being lost and being found feel about the same.

I’d like to give to my European friends who came across an ocean from France, Germany, Poland, Belgium, and Israel to sleep on hard benches and soggy boxes with us crazy Americans.  

Kuku and Batman on Easter Morning, 2011 (photo Sally Kealy)

 



Yesterday, my friend Taku Nishimae, a New York based Japanese television producer, invited me to stop by AIGA gallery at 164 Fifth Avenue, so I strolled over from 23rd Street, never suspecting that I would soon be engaged in an intense hour of filmed conversation with a fellow photographer, whose parents had vanished in the tsunami.  Mayumi Sukuki’s father and grandfather had been the town photographers for two generations, the visual recorders of all the town’s marriages, children, and distinguished personalities for over 80 years; their studio and all but a few of their negatives disappeared in the catastrophe. Mayumi and her husband, both art-school trained photographers, searched in tears for two weeks for her parents’ remains. They finally found some closure when they come across her father’s camera buried in what others call “the rubble”.

  For Mayumi and her husband, these ruins became accidental memorials to countless washed away memories; they have set out to become the third generation of her family to document the history of the village, as it is now and as it will evolve into the future.  This New York exhibition is the first draft of what will probably become a lifelong project for Mayumi.  It is only open until Friday afternoon, if any of you are nearby, I recommend stopping in.  Myself, I feel grateful to Mayumi for bringing me into personal connection with this mythically-scaled “3-11″ disaster, I expect we will continue our connection as colleagues and friends.

Kate and Anna McGarrigle at The Bottom Line ~1976

I’m wondering why I was  moved to tears so many times at Town Hall last night as Martha and Rufus Wainwright and Anna McGarrigle led their family in performing the songs of their mother/sister, Kate McGarrigle who  died of a rare cancer, Sarcoma, earlier this year.  I knew Kate and liked her, she stayed in my attic guestroom in Philadelphia long before her children were born, when she performed at The Main Point.  I loved her music as she developed it with her sister over the following years, and I did album covers with her  husband, Loudon, the father of Rufus and Martha. I was deeply saddened by the news of her premature death, but then I was deeply moved by the excellence of the performance last night, the singing was heavenly, not only from the invited guests who included Emmy Lou Harris and Nora Jones, but from the family itself, multiple generations, cousins, uncles, mothers, sisters, and brothers, who brought with them to the stage the choral tradition of their native Quebec.  I was also moved by the quality of Kate’s songwriting,  she wrote about what was happening around her in a direct and feeling way, right up to her last days when she scratched out on Garage Band her final opus, Proserpina, which invokes Greek mythology to muse on the the coming of winter, of ice, of frozen death in the context of the repeating cycle of seasons.  Her daughter Martha, having recently birthed a granddaughter for Kate, sang playful songs of summer Kate wrote in those other seasons of her life.

 But I think what moved me most about the concert last night was the absence of a central organizing ego crying out for attention (the hidden agenda of so much art including my own), it was simply a gift, and open hand, a eulogy  in her own words performed by those who loved her.  Clean, clear, and innocent. Pure Kate.  Wow Mom, thanks.

As I had already shed my long underwear and cast handfulls of wildflower seeds, I was shocked this morning to wake to a clinging April snow: April Snow

This April awakening occurred on the property in Lincoln, Massachusetts where I was a child and which now belongs to me. The April Fool in me thinks he owns this ground, these trees, he thinks that when a flake of snow lands on this side of the ancient stone wall that it is his snowflake, he thinks that ownership means security, that the snowflake will never melt  and the trees will never fall.  Photographer in snow

Luckily the voice of the sage also spoke to me, it said “Get your butt out of bed, grab your camera and  get out into that  transformed tree-scape without  a thought or hesitation.  I did that and discovered wonders beyond my imagination, I even had the good fortune of getting disoriented enough to feel lost in “my own” woods.  A Fool is Blessed.

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