The days, they come one at a time, each beginning with banana and cereal, yet each evolving into an unplanned surprise.  Such was the last week in Grand Manan.

The lighthouse across Grand Harbour on Ross Island is fading fast, the entire back wall fell off this month, I walked over at low tide with Phil Ells, the undertaker, and his family:


I was invited to join three octogenarians on a trip to Kent Island to observe them  trapping muskrats, a dying tradition I’d never seen.  I have mixed feelings about the fact that I managed to leave before a single trap was sprung:

Warm April evenings, the evening light stretching itself across the sanded fiberglass sides of land-dry lobster boats

Andrew Russell building his own lobster traps, they wind up costing him just $15 each for materials; Andrew also rebuilds cars: 

Megan Ingalls did a telephone interview with The Toronto Sun about The Sardine Museum and Herring Hall of Fame; they needed a picture for the paper so I met her down in Seal Cove between a shift with her home health care client and her overnight job at the desk of the motel: 

On Wednesday Kirk Brooks’ father Richard was hit by a car blinded by the setting sun while he was feeding his beloved geese, on Friday many of us got on the ferry to White Head to attend the funeral

On Saturday I got a call from Nancy Ross while she was was driving a truckload of salmon to market in New York City, she said she was giving me as a wedding present to her friends who were getting married in the Baptist Community Life Church, so I showed up and found the church filled with friends: 

And finally I had to put off my departure for an extra day because I had to attend Adam Tate’s 37th birthday party with my Grand Manan nuclear family:

A week that really was.


I nearly forgot I was a dancer.  But I tell photography students that it’s best to make pictures with one’s feet, physically participating in the constant change that constitutes this moment; I say that a so-called “zen photographer” may look more like a dancer than like a stone statue. I say all that and I practice it some of the time, but I had forgotten where in my life it  had come from.  Certainly not from a book!

I forgot until this weekend when I met with the ancient people who had been my Wesleyan classmates in Martha Myers‘ Connecticut College experimental modern dance class.  Several of them had continued on to become professional dancers, a couple even forming their own companies, another was a diplomat, another a mediator, a singer-songwriter, a business-woman, an architect,  and one became a photographer. It was easy to pick up where we had left off decades ago, we were trained by Martha in how to be playful, spontaneous, sensitive, and responsive.

Martha’s body has begun to lose its sense of balance, she’s physically fragile, but her mind is agile. 
She asked us to engage in several exercises -”keep going in a straight line until you have to turn” – each an invitation to spontaneous interaction, each with a natural lifespan, 5 minutes, 15 minutes, then the energy turned formulaic or repetitive and died away.  She said that’s how it is with all energy, all relationships, that the energy comes and goes and comes and goes like the tide.  She implied that we’re happier when we recognize this pattern, stop fighting it, and just let it happen.

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“I want to give you a little head” is what Jeff Bridges says when he hands you a small ceramic sculpture, and then he laughs as he does, infectiously.  He recently spent a day with his Zendude buddy, Bernie Glassman touring the Greyston bakery, childcare center and Maitre aids facilities that Bernie founded 30 years ago.  

Jeff is an artist, he can’t stop himself, he works in many media including photography. When asked to simply sign his name on boxes of brownies for Greyston to auction off, he took time and drew complex original creations on each box. His primary social concern is childhood hunger which he thinks can realistically be eradicated.

In his studio, Jeff doodled in clay a series of small heads  including one named “Charlie” who travels and has a new blog; it is Jeff and Bernie’s idea that these “Heads for Peace” will be leased for a year at a time for $10,800. The owner will report online on their head’s adventures and then will pass the head along to a new head-keeper for the next year.

These little clay heads will be feeding children.

Seems like a creative seed to me, and it’s just germinating now.  Buy one: here’s the deal.

 Charlie is currently traveling with a clown in India.

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Lester Tate built this shed in 1922.  Here he rigged his gear to fish tons of lobster, scallops, and cod out of the Bay of Fundy over many years.  His son Myhron and grandsons, Mervin, Paul, and Bobby did the same. Mervin’s son Adam Tate helped rebuild the wharf ten years ago, before the property fell into the hands of the salmon farming industry.  I grew up in and around this shed.In his old age, Lester made model sailing ships here for each of his descendants; Lester’s father and grandfather had been captains of sailing schooners in the 19th century, transporting salt fish and cement to the Caribbean and returning with rum and molasses.  His uncles shipwrecked off Cape Hatteras in the 1980′s and later hosted the Wright Brothers’ experiments with air flight, they served as ballast on the first attempts, making them the first airline passengers.  This drawing of Lester working was published in The New Yorker in the 5o’s.

The shed has not been used for years.  Salmon gear is stored on the wharf and on the land, but the shed has gone neglected.  Last year I wrote a proposal to Cook’s Aquaculture, which they accepted on generous terms:  the Tate family will now be able to restore the shed and pass on a bit of their seafaring heritage to future generations.


The building requires some maintenance, new posts, windows and floorboards, but with a few donations for materials and the highly qualified labor of family members who are fishermen and boat builders, we should be able to keep the structure solid.  Lester was smart when he built it; he intentionally left gaps in the floorboards so on the Spring Tides or in a storm surge, the shed wouldn’t get washed out to sea, it would simply invite the water in for a friendly visit and let it flow away.  The question that remained was:  what would be the purpose of keeping the shed?  Would it simply be a place for old men to have an occasional cup of bad coffee and repeat oft told stories?

Over the last couple of years, the local teenagers (my friends) had been making the shed their private clubhouse, and sometimes those evenings got out of hand, so windows were getting broken out and doors torn off their hinges.  A property that looks abandoned can get treated cruelly; I suppose there’s a parallel with people.  This summer I finally got it through their heads that in future years this was to become their shed, and that it was in all of our interests to keep it standing.  So after some false starts, they took it on as their own project and boarded up the windows, first with duct tape and then more sturdily.  Still, the floor was a mess of years layered upon one another – Lester would have been appalled.  I felt I was the only one left to speak for him. Then, a stroke of luck:  in July, three kittens were born in the shed.


The neighborhood kids, this time the 7-13 year old crowd, started coming down to feed and care for the kittens.  They knew I was trying to clean up; still, I was surprised when they showed up at my door asking for a broom and a shovel.  In the following days, as they worked hard sweeping and nailing, I started hanging some of the “old” objects on the many rusty nails protruding from the walls and ceiling. They soon got the idea, and would carefully go through the trash for anything “old.”  When they found something, instead of taking it from them, I’d tell them to find a place to hang it themselves.  Then one day, a nine year old girl came to me, broom in hand, face lit up so bright, and said, “Peter, Peter, I know what this is!  It’s “THE CHILDREN’S MUSEUM!”

I know a good idea when it’s shouted in my face, and that was it.  That’s what Lester’s shed will become, what it already is:  The Children’s Museum at Tate Shed. Already questions of income and governance. They want to sell lemonade and there’s a dispute over who will have a key.  I tried to pass a rule that the younger you are, the more votes you have, but the 13 year old objected.  What fun to come.

Losing can be beautiful, particularly when it’s total and pure. Is it a coincidence that Fenway Park sits across from The House of Blues?

I’m finding my perception of balance and synchronicity more satisfying than my desire for victory; perhaps it’s a sign I’m finally passing beyond this prolonged childhood,

Those of you who know about these matters will know why my souvenirs, my memories of this baseball year will be of the last day, the 162nd game.  Coupled with the simultaneous game in Florida, it was was a perfect miracle… for the other team. This poetic loss stands in counterpoint to the year the team from Fenway beat the team from Yankee Stadium in impossible fashion.  A pair of miracles.

And then nature blessed my walk in the lovely city park that is the original  ”Fenway” with a ceremony of torrential rain. Perfectly wet, I walked away.


Here’s a toast to all we lost ten years ago, a deep bow to the buildings and the people, my friend Mike for one.  Mike was one hell of a basketball player; I had no idea what he did for a living until after that day.  But we lost more.  As a culture we lost trust, that’s a very big deal, and also we lost control of the narrative of our times:  from that day, the story was controlled by the forces represented by Dick Cheney and those represented by Osama Bin Laden.  The extremists triumphed; the money and discussion flowed in their direction.  Now those if us seeking a conversation between humans live far from the drumbeat of the headlines. That’s a big loss.

 

View of the landfill for the World Financial Center from the top of the WTC, a crowd is gathered for a James Taylor concert.

One month after the attacks, Lisa and I finished this piece: “You Never Know What You’ve Got ‘Til it’s Gone”.  It’s about Greenwich Village, our neighborhood in the days after the trauma.  We were asked to show this piece at the first anniversary ceremony with three chaplans, Protestant, Catholic, and Jewish, who had tended to the living and dead at the site a year earlier. Art and religion serving a similar human function.


A few years ago, my friend Liu Kankan and I traveled from downtown Beijing out to the beautiful campus of Tsinghua University, perhaps the best in all of China.  After I bought a t-shirt, we walked around to the gate of a historic site known as Yuan Ming Yuan.  Like most westerners I didn’t know much about it, but I learned quickly that every Chinese person knows these ruins well, that they are left unrestored as a symbol of what Western powers  can do to a weak China.  Britain and France looted and burned the vast  (partially western-style) Summer Palace in 1860 as part of the Opium War and again in 1900 during The Boxer Rebellion.

This May, while confined in a Chinese prison after his studio had been destroyed by Chinese police, Ai Weiwei opened a public exhibition outside the Plaza Hotel  at Central Park South and Fifth Avenue, it’s a show of 12 zodiac sculptures.  Most people who walk by seem to think they are an apolitical homage to Chinese astrology about which they don’t really care, mostly they pose for a quick snapshot with the Rat or the Rooster and move on to buy a hot pretzel or pet a carriage horse.  The sculptures were a mystery to me as well, until I remembered my visit to Yuan Ming Yuan, I realized these were part of what was looted from the Imperial Summer Palace, I now read that the Chinese are still trying to recover them from Western collectors and have paid large sums for the few they have already re-acquired.  Ai Weiwei has cast new bronze versions and sent them to the West for display, he says their purpose is simply “for the enjoyment of the general public”.

My feeling (based on no factual knowledge) is that Ai Weiwei, arrested in his own country for his provocative way of thinking, is playing a sly game with us westerners as well.  As he’s learned to do in his own country, Ai Weiwei is hiding his intentions. He’s sending us an apparently uncontroversial piece of decorative public art, which is in fact, a potent infiltration of bitter Chinese memory into a central artery in American mythological life: these powerful symbols of foreign destructive power currently sit without a peep of controversy on the very corner where Eloise took her innocent walks around The Plaza Hotel.  The timing of this opening just at the time of Ai Weiwei’s arrest by Chinese authorities, was, for me, supremely ironic, in that this piece appears to be, from the Chinese point of view, a notably patriotic/nationalistic act – instead of throwing him in jail, they should have thrown him a banquet.

The show is also on exhibition in London and will open in Los Angeles September 1, 2011.  The pictures linked from here alternate between images of the sculptures in New York and Yuan Ming Yuan outside Beijing, the place from which the originals were looted, the place where the Chinese were “taught a lesson”…. but history is long, as is the memory of those who lose wars.

In the late 1990′s Michael Zimmer commissioned several artists in residence at his “Sardine Museum and Herring Hall of Fame” on Grand Manan Island in The Bay of Fundy.  Among the few remaining creations is this large mural made primarily from the wooden sticks on which herring were skewered, hung, and smoked in one of  a hundred large smoking sheds that dominated the island’s aroma and economy for over a hundred years.  Now, not a single shed is fired up and this mural has begun to fall from it’s un-galvinized nails.

Zimmer died 3 years ago and there is no living memory about who did this piece, we’d like to find the artist so he or she can have the opportunity to restore the work before it falls off the wall.  It seems to be signed with the initials RAD. The piece currently shares space with a gang of lobster traps in the summer months when the Canadian season is closed.

Private viewings can be arranged through Megan Ingalls at The Sardine Museum in Seal Cove.


Peter and three "Zen Masters"try to catch some sleep at Meatloaf Kitchen on E.2nd St.


Over the cold, rainy Easter weekend
a group of 17 Zen Peacemakers, once again followed Roshi Bernie Glassman out onto the streets on New York with little or nothing in our pockets (I broke the rules and snuck in a small camera).  This was a short street retreat by our standards, just two nights, and it seemed like a pleasant  reunion picnic until we woke Saturday  in a freezing, bone-soaking windstorm.  Our morning meeting, sitting on cold concrete among early-rising TaiChi practitioners in Chinatown was exotic but I didn’t care, I didn’t even make a picture,  I just wanted  to get out of this idiotic scheme and into a warm bed.  But they say miracles do happen and so they did, the cold unpredictably  morphed into another feeling and then another, we were reborn again and yet again, Buddhists experiencing Easter.

Round and round we go: The Staten Island Ferry (my thanks to The City of New York)

At night we tried to sleep on cardboard under an overhang  but between the rain and the police,  I wound up on the Staten Island Ferry both nights.  Round and round we went, sleeping 15 precious minutes (dreaming was not possible) , then out to the terminal and back onto the boat again and again – it became like a Buddhist bowing practice, over and over, no expectations, no thinking,  just  the doing of it over and over and then again,  until dawn when the beauty of the water and city and sky overwhelmed the desire to sleep.  And then hunger, one desire becoming another.

Staten Island Ferry

We were saved from our bourgeois version of pain by the best soup kitchen I’ve ever seen: heat, grace, dignity, fine food and warm socks, it’s called Meatloaf Kitchen, if any of you are thinking about volunteering or contributing in the area of serving the homeless I highly (highly) recommend this operation.  I’d also like to thank The Bowery Mission which fed us once again with food and spirit. They continue to do their inspirational work even though their immediate neighbors are now a giant modern museum on one side and a red-roped nightclub on the other.

Brother Bernie and Brother James discuss the practice of compassion after supper at The Bowery Mission



We finished with what Bernie called a “Recognition Ceremony”  in Chrystie Park which was littered with drug needles and condoms when we started doing these street retreats, but now is clean and wholesome, lying as it does in the shadow of  Whole Foods.  Myself, I’ve managed to mingle in this Zen Buddhist crowd for 30 years as “a man of no rank” (some say that having no rank is the highest rank of all), but now  I have a title, and I fear all is lost.  But my experience in the month since, indicates that being lost and being found feel about the same.

I’d like to give to my European friends who came across an ocean from France, Germany, Poland, Belgium, and Israel to sleep on hard benches and soggy boxes with us crazy Americans.  

Kuku and Batman on Easter Morning, 2011 (photo Sally Kealy)

 



Yesterday, my friend Taku Nishimae, a New York based Japanese television producer, invited me to stop by AIGA gallery at 164 Fifth Avenue, so I strolled over from 23rd Street, never suspecting that I would soon be engaged in an intense hour of filmed conversation with a fellow photographer, whose parents had vanished in the tsunami.  Mayumi Sukuki’s father and grandfather had been the town photographers for two generations, the visual recorders of all the town’s marriages, children, and distinguished personalities for over 80 years; their studio and all but a few of their negatives disappeared in the catastrophe. Mayumi and her husband, both art-school trained photographers, searched in tears for two weeks for her parents’ remains. They finally found some closure when they come across her father’s camera buried in what others call “the rubble”.

  For Mayumi and her husband, these ruins became accidental memorials to countless washed away memories; they have set out to become the third generation of her family to document the history of the village, as it is now and as it will evolve into the future.  This New York exhibition is the first draft of what will probably become a lifelong project for Mayumi.  It is only open until Friday afternoon, if any of you are nearby, I recommend stopping in.  Myself, I feel grateful to Mayumi for bringing me into personal connection with this mythically-scaled “3-11″ disaster, I expect we will continue our connection as colleagues and friends.

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